The time pass so fast...and it's goin scul reopen AGAIN!!!!@@
and nothing happen in this holiday...no happy,no sad,no surprise,no tear,nothing matter.....
mayb i become cold....i mean no feeling at all....including my love...
i had ever lost him...i hope i'm not goin to fall in love anymore...so dat i won't lost anyone again...
i had tried the pain before...it's rili pain and suffer!!!don't again!!!!xxxx
THAT'S ALL....
Hope fine

I feel that i'm not belongs to my family...did i???i never ever happy!!! i always thought i'm 'orphan'!!!T.T
i ord be hard to stopping me to think about this queastion n why i look like not exist????but...i cnt..i feel so agony...i have tried to end my life b4...i fail..i feel so timid..i not dare..i scare of pain...i'm a coward..!!!!noone can understand...
So from now,i gave up...i wont hav any respectation of my family..i just want to be happy everydays..if i could..

Hey, i hav my holidays now..haha...coz i m not goin to scul on this week..lazy harr...my holidays goin bore..coz hav tuition during holidays~i stared lazy now=='

I feel so pain!

last nite i was attended to his bro birthday party
actually, i'm not might to go
you know why?
that is because it's mean i'm going to meet him again
meet a person who i will feel pain when i saw him...
I really hope that i can really give out everything about him soon!